I looked at you,
Over an aching heart –
The disgust in you
Gave despair a start.
All I wanted
Was made too clear:
Strong security
And freedom from fear.
Though I know all men
Are much the same:
I played this old game
That has a new name.
I walk the night again,
It will help me cope,
With a cold future,
That freezes my hope.
Your touch has lost warmth,
My eyes aren’t as bright;
You get more than you ask
And I have no will to fight.
I am alone again,
I make love alone;
It is alone I smile,
All alone I moan.
Intimacy was lust
They blurred in the start,
I must explain this
To this fallen heart.



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