Certain Things

Was it all a lie?
I cannot tell. I do not know.
He promised he’d stay;
But then I watched him go.

Every flower knows,
The bee will return;
The sun can tell
How the moon yearns;

The shore feels the tide,
It understands the sea;
But these metaphors
Everyone can not see.

I guess I am one who
Knows the heart not his head,
Yet they both lie now
Quite broken in this bed.

Last Things

Bottles of medicines –
Empty now and lying there –
The last of your shampoo
I used on my hair.

The black comb
You forgot to take –
The socks in the drawer –
Careless mistakes –

The pop socket broke –
We bought it, us three –
These little, last things
You won’t ever see.

I hold on to them
Like pieces of a heart,
And wonder when
The moving on shall start.

Losing a Part

I lose a part of me,
When someone I love leaves –
It does not matter
Who controls whom or who deceives.

I lose a part of me,
For it feels like I am broken inside –
I feel no shame to say so,
For I am not the one to run and hide.

My loss becomes public:
Everyone can see this heart on my sleeve –
And though I lose parts of me,
I’m never the one who chooses to leave.