I close the windows
against the rising sun
and the heat invades the room.
It’s stifling and muggy,
clothes stick to my body,
like flies into honey.
I wish hope could
fetch the same stickiness
and cling,
hard and fast,
with a warmth
that is messy
and sweet.
I still seek
a father.
No matter how far
the hills have grown,
and how desolate
the past appears,
there is so much to climb,
without hope,
without support.
You do not know,
how age creeps up
on the alone,
if i could be
a father,
i would have known
how i should have been
loved.
But there is no honey
to call the flies to,
just a rising sun
that beats down the hills.
Sweetly.
