“I ran and ran and ran in my wild dream”

I ran and ran and ran in my wild dream,
To come to you, but you were always far;
My breath felt raw and I heard my lungs scream
With pain, but you were an out-of-reach star.
No matter how high I jumped or how fast
I ran, you evaded my hand. I cried;
Through mind’s memory, I made the tears last;
But, time passed, my mind failed, my tears dried.
I ran toward you and you gazed at me,
Then, slowly, turned away, I fell – you saw –
You stopped, concerned, but your heart was not free,
Bound by Fame, in its voluntary claw,
It carried you into the sun far from me;
With you went my heart far, far, far from me.

3rd December

“I hear the quick sweep of the sweeper’s brush”

I hear the quick sweep of the sweeper’s brush,
Dust billows around and around the air,
Bringing upon its face a ruddy flush
That makes me stop my work and loan a stare
To particles of grime that lift, to float,
Aimlessly, and move, here and there, to float,
Upon this window sill, that man’s wool coat…
My mind trips and wonders at my thought’s gall:
My thought: to be a speck of dirt on you,
To be with you, move with you, live with you,
To imbed myself upon you; be true
To just you and be all that you be, too.
A flick of your finger shall waste me though;
As Man or Dirt cannot cancel my woe.

3rd December.

Forgotten Words.

Love is a used gift. A wretched curse.

It is not complete without hate and worse

Than death which, eventually, brings peace.

Sacrifice screams from behind Love’s shoulder

While Jealousy tries in vain to hold her,

Love sits forever weeping in the heart,

While Contentment gets ready to depart.

Love burns a heart with hot fire, piece by piece,

Expecting each one to cry out its thanks,

Besides streams of joy, dying on their banks.

Without it, hearts weep and, with it, they cry,

Without it, they live and, with it, they die.

It makes the wise buffoons and makes fools so wise,

Strips truth naked and transforms it to lies,

A sinner learns to mends his ways, for love,

Prometheus was shunned from Heavens above

And Achilles died in Patroclus’s dream;

Oh, all things of love are not what they seem!

Love burnt the beautiful city of Troy,

And it did the strength of Samson destroy.

Love leaves neither God nor mortal alone,

Promises a smile and leaves back a moan.

It sees its pleasure in torment and grief

And lives ‘til death or is instantly brief!

Creates victims who are in love with those

Who love some other with far greater throes.

There are victims who love and never ask why,

These are the fullest fools – amongst them am I.