Cost

Like most in my family,
I have lived, I have lost;
I have done my duty;
I have paid its cost.

I have caught butterflies
And let them go;
I can kill demons
And none would know.

I have survived pain;
Seen the sun rise;
Felt love blossom;
Held it, as it dies.

Decades have passed,
So have most in my family;
I have lived and lost;
I continue my life
And forgiven its cost.

Just A Hug

Just turn around in bed
And touch my cheek.
I am not asking for hours.
A moment is all I seek.

I know your language
Of love is not the same;
But call me jaan once –
I already know my name.

A caress – in passing –
A hug that is warm and tight –
Can soothe so much pain –
Can make love so right –

Thinking Of You

…keep thinking of you…
I don’t regret that you have left.
It’s just the way you did.

It’s not that I am bereft.
It’s not that I didn’t try.

It’s just that I was dying
And you, actually, did die.