Birthday 2021

Nothing to celebrate,
Except that I didn’t die.
Covid nearly got me;
Pneumonia did try.

I’m not very happy
And i’m not very sad,
If I just breathe easy,
I’ll feel a tad less bad.

I’m a mix of feeling:
Angry, grieving, insecure;
But of one fact I’m sure,
I have learnt to endure.