Used to be

I used to be
A poem, a song,
I used to be,
I used to be.
I used to be
Where I belong,
I used to hope,
I could love,
I believed then
In Succour above.

I used to think,
I used to write,
I could smile,
In bright moon light.
I used to choose
Between night and day;
I used to walk
A certain way.

I could befriend
And not expect loss;
I used to voice
On a coin’s toss.
I used to be
A Father’s son
I upheld rules
Every one.

I used to be,
I used to see,
Now I know
What’s meant to be.
Now I am
What’s left of me.

Here We Are

And now we come
To the desolation
Of hope, to loss
And an isolation.

I fear nothing
No betrayal or hate:
A surrender
To a quieter fate.

I don’t need your touch
As you never sought mine,
What amounted to much
Was a wastage of time.

My body breaks now
As it rises in price,
I move to vanity
From everything nice.

I have taken lips
And not considered twice
Of how life adjusts when
Love failed to suffice.

Mine

if you show me your wet mouth
if you open it and speak
if you plant a seedy doubt
in this heart so strangely weak

then your mouth shall be taken
by this tongue that forgives time
and your heart will awaken
and beating shall become mine