Darkness cannot save me

I perceive darkness cannot save me:
I have loved the light long;
Thoughts have germinated feeling,
The sun is far too strong.

The moon still has lessons to teach,
But she appears dead.
I cannot unlearn the lessons
Already in my head.

Writing itself is tedious,
It’s a necessity,
Darkness struggles vainly through words:
It’s synchronicity.

I wander aimlessly in thought
And imagined reason.
My brain has turned chaotic:
It now becomes legion.

I think I have begun to hate:
For love speaks to the light;
And I realise the dark
Never wanted to fight.

I wish

I wish life was kinder

I wish I was blinder

I wish I didn’t hope

I wish I could cope

I wish love stayed true

I wish I never knew

I wish for an open sky

I wish I knew why

I wish I could stop pain

I wish i could refrain

You don’t have to

You don’t love me,
It’s plain to see.
Who are you fooling,
Is it you or me?

You don’t need me,
It’s obvious now,
The reason is lined,
Upon your brow.

You don’t want me,
Why should you?
I release the vow,
You don’t have to.